birthday?

assalamualaikum

today is my birthday , hmm my only spcial day as a human ,
but ..
NOTHING is special ..

Air mate yg jdi peneman hari lahir aku sepanjang hari ni ..
Ape yg ika ingin kan bkn nye mahal ,
ieka cume nak kan mase dea je utk be there with me ,
have fun tgther ,,

hmmm tkpe la ,, hdop dea g pnting ,
watpe dea nk pnting kn hdop ika dr hdop dea kan ..
Seriously , im hurt !!salam




-broken hearted girl-

Jawapan ..

Assalamualaikum

today , ieka ade appointment dengan doctor kat Kk hospital , singapore .. and mcm biase ar , MC lagi untuk skolah .. haihh lecturer sti fed-up ieka tk habis2 nan MEDICAL LEAVE jer .. i'm so soryy ar cuz ieka bukan nak MC MC ni .. tp ieka terpakse amik ..

ieka still not feeling well , almost 3 weeks dah ieka on/off demam n migrain .. i don't know why demam ni continuously , what i can do cume rehat n ubat ajer ..
so , this morning ieka dah bergegas dari umah mami pergi hospital jumpa busu , coz busu teman ieka g Scan n jumpa doctor ..

so , i went to scan my 'something' area , perkare mendebarkan seketika bile ieka tgk muke doctor tu kerot2 and stay lame kat belah kiri 'something' tu .. tah ape yg dia buat , i also donoe ! nak tnya takot , so ieka just diam jer lah smpai hbs scan ..

then , 2 hours later , jumpa doctor untuk tawu result scan tu , n ya , bad news .. hmm
the doctor said that there's a blood cyst at my left part of my 'something' , she said tak boleh dirawat wat sementare ni , but dea just bagi ieka ubat yg ieka kne makan for the rest of my life !
the doctor said again that within 4 months , if the thing is still there n the size become bigger , it may be possible a cancer n u need to go for operation ..

terlopong hambe mendengar nya .. no wonder i always feel the cramp at that part .. tp takpe , ni masih in early stage , i need to take medication without fail now if i want to live longer n have kids (one day) ..

this whole day , ieka kluar duit sebanyak $118 .. ya Allah , mcm2 ley wat nan duit byk tu lao ika jage diri dari awal kan ? giler ..
tkpe lah , ieka redha ..

hmm what else ... (thinking) ..

i think thats all kot .. ok larh , nak rest awal ..
buhbye , salam <3