Tawakal :)

Assalamualaikum

lame sangat ieka tk post kat blog ieka ni .. eheh .. well , ieka ase berdebar and tak sedap haty lah lately .. why eh ? if i know why , ieka tk kan tnye awk larh !

heyy , u guys read blog about this patient kicked me ? well , i think i never post it out here .. its ok lah .. ya , he kicked me TWICE ! directly to my chest .. YA Allah ..

perkara tu berlaku terlalu pantas , sekelip mate ! actually , what me and this guy ( physiotherapist ) buat mase tu adalah untuk kebaikan patient tu , but he refused ! tangan da memang di ikat , cume kaki jer .. pulak tu mase tu ieka lupe yg patient ni mmg 'kaki kuda' , mse ieka tengah observe lelaki tu nk wat oral suctioning .. tapi patient tu tibe2 mengamok and teros TENDANG dade ieka 2x ..

ape yg mampu ieka buat mase tu cume tahan nafas n pejam mate utk 3saat jer sebelum lelaki tu tegur ieka " seri , r u ok ? " ..
bile ika dengar suara dia tegur , teros sakit ieka hilang kejap n teros ieka pegang sekuat nye kaki patient tu supaya dia tk tendang lagi .. tapi ieka tk tawu asal ieka tk dpt kawal dia , so ieka pekik panggil staff nurse or any nurse out there ..

few seconds later , staff nurse n sister in charge dtg n tolong pegang kaki n badan patient tu .. but , tetap tk dapat wat suctioning ..
tkpe lah , uncle tu pon da 'rest in peace' on that day .. ieka maafkan dea atas tendangan dea tuu ..

sakit tu tk rasa sangat lepas kejadian tuu .. then , one night ieka lepak dengan akak shasha kat rumah mami .. i was so thirsty that time .. so , i took a big glass of water n minum bertogok2 .. ( pdn muke aku ) u know what happen next ? of course ar TERCEKIK air !

hamek kao ! i can feel the water go into my trachea n lungs ! hurhhh .. tersedak bagai nk maty . batok cm tak cukup nafas .. i cannot control myself that time .. it tooks around 5 minit for me to kluarkan air from my trachea .. giler ..

mula pada malam tu , i felt like my lung so heavy ! macam ade air dlm tu , susah nak bernafas ! until now , im having difficulty in breathing .. n my chest yang kene tendang tu sakit alek .. last friday , ieka amek keputusan nak wat checkup ..

so , i go clinic n the doctor said that rib tkde patah or retak , tapi mungkin tendang apek tu kuat sangat , so rib tu terhentak kuat kat lung , n cause bleeding kat lung .. thats y ieka sesak nafas .. tp tu doctor cume cakap "meby" lah .. lom confirm ..

this wednesday i go X-ray .. hope sangat tk de ape yg serious .. ameen !
hmm bodo tol mnusia .. wat mud aku hilang ~
tkpe ar , lengkali smbong . slm